Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Inner Peace

Our so timetabled life, can come to a stand still, take turns, have climaxes and yet get back on track so soon. Seems, so funny, that all the plans one makes goes for a toss, have a rattling and rumbling week, which turns everything topsy turvy, tears your world apart and the suddenly everything settles down as if nothing ever happened.
Over the past one year, I have become a keen observer and learner. I found, that in the depths of silence and thoughts, we do understand and analyse so many things which otherwise do remain a puzzle. This enigma, so mysterious, yet we feel we can plan things so well, for now and for ever. It’s like writing a for loop in life, without an end limiter. 
Since childhood, I always had this habit of observing things keenly and assimilating them, you never know when a small encounter could become a life changing knowledge. A few things that I learnt along did work very well for me, while the rest, well they are just waiting to be used.
I have very weird past times when I am alone. Cleaning and scrubbing tops my list. But the funniest of them all is arranging things neatly. Somehow as I arrange and clear my wardrobe, my thoughts and mind becomes calm. Whether it is my book shelf, bedding or my dining table. For me, everything needs to be at the right place, in the right angle. When I come to the office, my CPU needs to be aligned right, which the cleaner makes sure it never is. I am not a cleanliness freak, or neither do I have an obsession to clean. But the more organised my mundane and regular things in life are, the calmer is my mind. It’s hard to put in words, those feelings. But with time, maybe I could find a better way to calm and de-stress myself.
But till then cleaning and clearing it is!! 

1 comment:

Mrunmayi Jogdand said...

I knw wat you mean... it is like a space when you are with yourself...